a lonely valentine

i can't think of anyone who has ever taken my advise. ever.
unfortunatly for this one, he didn't either, and spent it alone.

"I did not take your advice and I spent the day by myself. I really just don't like that damn holiday. Besides I had no one to spend it with. All my friends are hooked up and I really do not know any single women besides the crazy neighbor girl. Not only that I have kind of isolated myself from my friends for awhile. I decided to quit smoking pot. All my friends are big smokers so I just kind of have taken myself out of the rotation socially over the last month and a half to spare myself the temptation. I am truly the steppenwolf now. I am sure it seems a little drastic but it felt like it was something I had to do. I doubt it's going to be a permanent thing, I hope not anyway. I don't know how to explain it really. I have smoked weed almost daily for I don't know long and I wasn't really enjoying it the way I used to so I just decided to give it up for a time. I have really cleaned myself up over the last couple of years as I suppose we are all prone to do as we age. I quit smoking and chewing like a year ago. I bought a really nice bike last spring and started riding it daily until it got cold.
Holy cow I just looked out the window and the snow is really coming down. It wasn't snowing at all when I started this letter. We have set a record for snow fall this year. Something like 76". We are supposed to get 9" today. We may go over 100" before the winter is over.
Well I am gonna get going. Thanks again for the Valentine card. That was pretty nice."


my valentine cards were a real smash this year, i have to say. i don't think anyone gives them out anymore really to friends. i do, i wasn't lonely at all on valentines day, i went out to lunch with my spanish teacher. it was a blast. bought myself a pink nano, and saw some art. gave some cookies to my teacher as well, that i had made the day before.